mye life ,mye story and mye control

FUCKIN TEACHER !

2009-03-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

firstly mdm sharifah came in our class
i make a complaint tat tirzah is using her mobile phone
mdm sharifah warn her,she was shocked.
secondly ,mrs chin came in relived
she was listening to the music
seok fen told mrs chin .
mrs chin question seok fen does it bother u
was like so FUCK ! she was not in the wrong to complaint lol
principal always wan student obey rule she is jus trying to help
but at last she ask her keep
after i scream out word open air
Huang da ma ley catch my fringe
i pin up then i sae why alwaes catch mi but not tirzah
i was so agitated and scream and argue bak cause she ask mi see
li kiang hair also but so wad tirzah is the one she sae le but nv do nt other girls in my class
they threee like to act innocent infront of teacher bootlicker to teacher
but they are not innocent at all .my clasmates should knw who they are
come first dae step into our class
then talk so soft like an ant who cn listen
still hab a stupid behaviour if we talk or she heard noise
she wont talk and look at u till u quiet then teach
if nt she forever wont teach she sae..
i direct shoot her off when she ask mi shut up
i sae my mouth my mummy,jesus give me mouth ,born mi out
to talk .then she sae she talking i sae her then y she talking i cannot talk ar
wad logic.Then i broke my mirror on the floor when i was so agitated when she
sae gt science test but i tell her she first dae come wan test wad the hell
then i scream at her then she sae exercise then i sae her again wa bian wei
jus nw sae test nw sae exercise.then she remain silent.i sae miss ng not lidatt de
she sae she is not miss ng i sae her again of cos u nt miss ng la
then she sae if i could keep quiet she would be so much appreciate
lols!!! HER METHOD OF TEACHING IS SO BIG DIFFERENT WIBB MISS NG
SO ARROGANCE, DEAD MEMORISED

2009-03-06T23:43:00.000-08:00

i admit i nt kester gd girlfriend
but i can give u de
i tried my best to give
asking mi nt to be stubborn
hurting mi lidat doesnt make u well
neither will i. i trying my best to let go u
trying to be strong
lots of things happen recently

u sae u will guide me when im lost
even u nv with mi le
but u didnt keep ur words.
breaking my heart lead mi to the wrong path.
abandon mi is all u

2009-02-25T06:23:00.001-08:00

i want focus on my studies now
i cant understand in school
i request a tution tutor come teach me
i discuss with daddy and mummy
they was like so ..... sae wad i throwing money in the sea
cause i wont be able to study in school how could i be able to study in tution
the problem is they dont understand me at all
if i focus a little in school i can do well that my mum say
but the problem is i cant , dont understand what my teacher talking
she alwaes say thing is like so fuck up
im so angry i sae dont wan le .
i wan study they sae so much
i dont study then at dere make so much noise
so annoying
everything i do is like wrong
wasting their money
so pissed off lurh...
realli hated them sometimes
they alwaes like tatnever listen but make so much rubbish comment
hated them lots...

2009-02-24T04:58:00.000-08:00

just now spent almost all my afternoon at home sleeping
i know i like a pig sleep all dae dun nid u to sae hahas..
then miit up with baldwin for dinner at g5 again:)
so longg...we didnt do tat le we eat western !
and mye fries ish much more than him hahas
but however ie didnt eat finish cos i am so full:)
we shifted seat cos of some unconsiderate drinker
so kpkb at dere think they kpkb at dere the china auntie beside them at their
table will fall for them lols! but the auntie like their money more then him nor
i belive. and i belive u have the same idea wibb me:)
after tat went to smoke and miit up tze siong and we chat lots about something:)
it a secret . i know you are curious but sorry wor cannot sae cos i sae le is a SECRET:)
lovess...went to buy fodd for mummy and went home. the food is so awful
i wont go dere buy le and will lodge complaint to them tomorrow:)

2009-02-23T18:39:00.000-08:00

yesterdae daddy , mummy caught me fire
daddy found the pack of thing under my blk when
i throw down . everyone was so sad, angry and disapointted in me
is not i wan de . i promise mye bastard , sister vivian, parent wont ever touch tat le
nw will focus on my study and wait final year end everything will b a fine new dae.
dad sae wanna bring me see doctor and sent me to rehabliation centre. if one more time
caught daddy sae will sent me straight in he will report police for arrest. at tat time
i think until my precious one , i cant leave him , i muz stay here .i cant go in nw
if not my future is ruined .

and i will be waiting for my precious one ..

adrain: im sorry . is not you not gd or wad but i feel like waiting for the person i want wait
after all friend are still the best i can sae unless u can guarantee no break up
and married then i have nothing to say

you told me tat don worry u wont let me drop a tear for u
u ask me to belive you but i did.
there onli one thing to sae all my ex boyfriend , guys sae tat
but they alwaes break their promises..
and let girl drop a tear and is hurt by guys..

precious one dont forget your promises

2009-02-22T20:30:00.000-08:00

should i accept another boy?
should i stay here and wait for my perfect one?
ie admit i not a gd gf, mama gd girl neither im a gd student
i once make a promise to my perfect one
that i will be his gd girl.
he left me but then .the promise ie will still keep it
wait which daes he come back and able to see me change.
maybe he wouldn't look back anymore
and looking, walking to ur future to find your perfect girl.
im nt perfect , im rebellious
i can treat u nice provided u treat me gd
treat me like a bitch and i will show u wad a bitch can do.
loves me and i will adore u, cherish u
hated mi , then fuck off cos i hate u too .
abandon mi ? i will rmb u

2009-02-21T20:24:00.000-08:00

On the year of 2009 january 20
i fall in love with a guy called kester tay
the sweetest time ,memories began
we known each other from my sec 1 chalet
and at that time he was at the age of sec 2
On 2009 we met each other at bugis
i got his number and chatted on phone
Firstly i tell him i have a little feeling for him
after a few hour of talk in phone
he ask me to be his gf
and i agree.
unfortunatly we broke off on 14 february 2009
Valentines day!
all my effort are all gone.the gift i wanted to give him are all wasted
and nw placed in my cupboard.
nw he is gone and im left alone
memories remain but had alreadly gone.
fashback of memories are common but my uncontrollable tear alway drop down on my face.
alway pretending to be happy but sad inside just to brighten up other days
and keep them away from worried.
you say before if one day you gonna leave me
just rmb i was onced loved by you that way
and i'll never forget your words.
promise is a promise .
to be a good girl
and i'll keep it.
you might broke urs but i'll never broke mines.
an urge of findin you and thinking where my boyfriend gone

2009-02-21T20:14:00.000-08:00

You light up my days
you are the key to my heart
you open up with your love
and closed it with hurt
The time spent with you might be short
but the loves i devoted is more then that
you dote me from start
and end it with pain
sometimes i wondering
u really dont loved me
or u have feeling for your ex back?

i want him back so tight

2009-02-21T20:08:00.000-08:00

a tear symbolize
pain,hurt and sorrow
if my tear rolled down my face
would you even care?
of cause you care deeply
yes, you always do
help me in jams, wipe my tear
from my thin and pale face
it doesnt really matter who caused my tear
caused you wipe all my tear away from my face

cried 150209

2009-02-21T03:33:00.000-08:00

you are gone forever
my boyfriend,
i saw a star in heaven
shining bright light tonight
you lit up my life
like you light up the night
here in my heart
tell you something
you'll never be apart

2009-02-21T03:16:00.000-08:00

Dont tell me that you understand
dont tell me that you know
dont tell me to forget
dont tell me sorry
cause u know i dont wan it
i jus wan u onlli.
dont turn away ,i need you now
don tell me you care
when u are ignoring.

misses start frm 140209

2009-02-21T01:49:00.001-08:00

TESTING :D